I'm broken :(

Well said, Gina

I can't imagine the depth of your pain and sadness. I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry. I lost my mum a day before the one year anniversary of my dad's death - her going was also very unexpected. That was in 2007.

I still miss her a lot, but the anguish and brokenness you describe can fade, a bit at a time... it does take time, so be gentle on yourself... it wouldn't hurt so much if they weren't such amazing people...

wishing you comfort and peace... and that the memories of your shared love will give you strength...

(((hugs)))

Thank-you Thank-you Thank-you.

All your words of advice adn careing make all the difference in the world to me.
I 'm ahving good days and bad days now... bout three bad to one good.
I actually managed to have ashower without balling my eyes out - what is it with having a shower that makes me cry? Maybe the running water... maybe the privacy. Not sure. I"m looking forward to a whole day without getting teary.
Holding on, pushing through and focusing on my bis. That's all I can mange about now.
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Thank-you again for all the love - I feel so much less alone knowing people here have gone through what I"m feeling.
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